what am i?

i’m the night given life, the personification of the stars+moons+planets+elements.

why i’m doing this. if i dont get these thoughts out of my head i think i just might lose what little sanity i have saved from the past 35 years exisiting/surviving/living

quik faxts X.X i’m a gemini sun venus and mercury X.X i’m a single mom of older kids X.X love the beach X.X survivor of incestual child sexual abuse X.X Daughter of immigrants from seperate continents X.X Biligual but looking to be polylingual X.X i have a libra moon so fairness and justice are important to me X.X my real name means night X.X marijuana is my best friend along with my dead brother X.X i’m my mothers 7th child, and I was born on the 7th day of the month, 7’s are important to me X.X An eclectic solitary panthiest bruja+witch X.X i have allergies and asthma, so grew up constantly being rushed to the emergency room as little kid until i figured out all my allergies X.X I used to be afraid of death X.X I was raised catholic and muslim X.X i’m a daddies girl, so no daddy issues here X.X astrology X.X numerology X.X tarot X.X Crystal and Energy healing X.X Variances of green are my favorites, along with rainbow, black+pink

in my heart i am here on this earth to listen, inspire and teach from my tough but strengthening experiences and traumas. i want to speak at school, jails and to veterans to bring self awareness and universal+self love to those who need it very much. still working on the how, but it’s worth it. finding my path to financial freedom is as exciting as it is daunting, but worth it.

typical intro: hi, i’m night, i’m a quick witted dreamer, i don’t see the world how it is, i see the world how it should be, idealist.i’m exploring being single now for 5 years after being married for 12 years.for a long time i told myself i’m not ready for a relationship, not ready to be in love, and so subconsciously i put parameters for every relationship i entered in. after harsh lessons, broken hearts, health scares and death in the extended family i’ve decided i’m ready to open up myself and my heart and mind to the universe and all of her possibilities.i’m here to release as i would in a more friendlike therapy session.i’m a lover of communicating and words, i also am dabbling in breaking the rules so if i do some literary or grammars rule breaking, so be it! xp